"love is not enough."

sigh. i emo :(

my flight to australia leaves at 11.50pm tomorrow and the pre departure chaos have started at home whenever it's this time of the year.
the wide open luggage waiting to be filled, the passports and boarding passes on the table, mama nagging brother wong to start packing and me running up and down the stairs to take clothes from my cupboard to my luggage.

so familiar but still so hard to get used to.

to whomever that said leaving gets easier after awhile, well, have a big fat FUCK YOU because i can vouch for the complete opposite.
leaving mama and papa wong never gets easier.
leaving a city that i grew up in and has so much character for another one that has none at all doesn't get easier.

every time i come back for a holiday, i gradually get more convinced that i never ever want to be far apart from the parentals.
i want mama and papa to see my kids take their first step, say their first word (which is hopefully going to be mama and not papa wtf).
i want my parents to bring them out for walks and lunches for some grandparents-grandchildren (!!) bonding,
i want my kids (if and when) to pester them to buy them toys and junk food when i won't.

...just like how i grew up with my porpor and kongkong.

:*(

perth is not too bad lah but i just wish i can teleport everyone i love in KL there so that i can have the best of both worlds.

this post is so dakj depressing but considering i have less than 24 hours in KL, let the girl be emotional.

time to fill the empty luggage with clothes.

xx