#losing.

graph of effort vs time.

the shit that i do when i procrastinate, seriously. gad.

unfortunately, my enthusiasm plateaus at an estimated 2 or 3 days before the deadline and decreases steadily thereafter.

that kinda explains why i always get shit marks for my references because i do that last and very hastily, might i add because citation are for losers wtf.

so today is technically thursday and my essay is due tomorrow (friday) at 5pm and i am up to 113/1250 words which is a vast improvement of 4 words about 2 hours ago.

i should be worried.

but to quote cat: i am way past that point.

this semester, i have been doing assignments, essays and tutorial sheets all the fucking time and most of the deadlines are on the same day or a day apart.

it has been a rush to beat the dreaded 5pm latest submission time for all faculties and i don't even panic now when i take my time to walk from the hospital to uni at 4.30pm.

i want to worry but i just don't anymore.

with doing assignments, i compromise time, a lot of it by the way, to catch up with lectures and vice versa.

i just can't bloody win lah -__-"

i know many people who are feeling the same way though so cheers to the crazy workload in third year and/or non existent time management.

third year, pfffffffbt.

can't wait til it's over.

let's hope the piece of shit i come up with is worth it.

bleargh.