santa baby.

uncle b is leaving back to KL this thursday, just one day before the entire maternal side of the family head off to the god forsaken place otherwise known as kuantan wtf.
we (meaning the whole family) have been going there for over 20 years and counting (no doubt) and i'm really, really sick of it so i decided to stay back in perth just to avoid going :D
honestly, i have never spent xmas out of kuantan before so this is my first year doing so. can't say i'm looking forward to being alone but whateves!

i'm house sitting for a week plus before i fly back and i dunno why i the hell i chose to do so.
this house is so segmented and big that i always feel like someone is lurking around somewhere without my knowledge wtf it is totally possible ok!
last winter when uncle b's family went to taipei for a week i literally switched on ALLLL the lights and ran from one room to another T_T
but summer should be a lot more bearable, no rain/thunder, sun sets at like 7.30pm - all good *consoles self*

we've been making dinner together (me and uncle b) since my aunt flew off earlier and he forced me to watch him cook so that i can learn -_-
words cannot justify how much i hate cooking ok i hate the fire, the oil splatting everywhere and the chance that the food i've cooked could suck real bad.

i am in a photo taking mood!
imma embrace my inner shutterbug and skip around the house taking random photos :D

update later (if i got photos wtf).

i really want to keep this blog alive but my camera died (the last time i checked anyway) so photos now come from my blackberry and other ppl's cameras :(

i wanted to get a new semipro but every time i read about the specs i just totally space out.

-__-" but i actually HAVE to have a camera before july #cryptic ;)

so my birthday was last month!

unfortunately with birthdays in november, it almost always clashes with uni exams so turning 21 was quite anti climactic so to speak.

der was quite determined to make it special though so a few days prior to the 15th, he kept asking me where i wanted to go for dinner and what present do i want.

i didn't know answers to both questions wtf so i casually said "u cook for me la" and "i really don't want anything!" haha.

i'm terribly useless, i know.

so we went shopping for ingredients and cooking for me can be hard and easy at the same time, apparently.

easy, because i'm so fussy it narrows down most choices.

hard, because i'm so fussy he don't know what to cook for me wtf.

while going through the aisles:

b: oh OH babe! i want mash potatoes!! *happy, because i finally offered some input*

der: *in a disgusted tone* mashed potatoes? u serious? mash potatoes.

b: what's wrong with mash. it's quite easy what.

der: it is! why are you making this so easy for me?

b: okay? well. make it with truffle oil then *y'know, truffles being expensive and hard to get and all*

der: ...

b: be happy i'm low maintenance ok!

so that's that!

he made me chicken mignon (chicken wrapped with bacon) with garlic butter sauce, mash with black pepper sauce with brocollini.

dessert was strawberries with chocolate sauce and cream (for him).

ALLLLLLL my favourite things to eat in one day :D

i just watched telly while he slaved away :D haha awww.

presents :*)

i actually really really like both of them!

he was really worried i didn't like the earrings because it was clip on but i adore them because it's something i won't buy for myself and i don't have formal looking earrings!

he remembers that i wanted a key thing (symbolic for turning 21) but i told him my parents won't bother because they said i've already had my freedom years ago. which is true :)

thanks baby!

u see, now i have to step up my game wtf.

chilling with my bubs :)

x

november also saw me going for a buffet dinner at hyatt regency with them science girls.

again, the selection was truly disappointing even though the reviews on urbanspoon were positively raving -__-"

there were cold cuts, salads, prawns, cheeses, bread, pizza, stew, chicken, fish and the dessert counter.

no, really. that was it.

phoebe, sophia and jane :)

we had so much fun that night that we immediately came up with plans for tomorrow morning.

after narrowing it down to swan valley, caversham and basketball, we went with the easiest option that is sports @ uwa! :D

3 on 3; my basketball team wtf.

kenneth and alfie! :)

everyone who's seen me play never fails to laugh because the way i throw the ball is hilarious, or so they think -__-"

der took a video of it and it's up on facebook ok wtf.

x

also finally when to rottnest island after 4 years of being in perth, which is one of my new favourite places here :)

all in all, love the island, hate the ferry ride which took 2 hours -__-"

lily, mk, juberry, j tong, henri and sheryn came :D

no vehicles (except tour buses i think) are allowed so the air is super fresh.

we cycled 10.2 km (back and fro) to the beach and i almost passed out .___."

it was so fucking hot, my helmet strap was restricting my breathing and i was quite dehydrated plus i have low blood pressure - only natural that i had to stop for awhile before i actually fainted.

jasper was super nice giving me water and pushing my bike UPHILL at that.

thanks ah j tong!

the scenery was breathtaking and was well worth a sore ass the day after.

think clear waters, minimal crowd and the combination of ice cold water + sweltering hot weather - too good to pass up.

apricot nails.

we only managed to stay for 2 hours at the beach because we had to cycle back before 3pm :(

we took the ferry back (another 2 hours fuck me) and had dinner before going out to the bryneleigh for drinks!

we had a $100 voucher that team bazinga won from a quiz night so we started a bar tab worth that.

4 jugs (or so) of beer/cider, 2 cocktails and a tray of shots later, we all went home.

one of the best days filled with way too much laughter :)

x

juberry celebrated her 21st party at metro bar and bistro just a couple of weeks back where elegance is key!

guys were decked in suits and ladies of course brought their dresses out.

with emkay.

we the door bitches, bitches.

but after more friends started arriving we ditched the doors and headed for the bar :D

with my sun and stars (game of thrones reference) hahahaha.

seeeeeeeeeeeeee i wore the earrings he gave me! :)

x

ok attention span gone! til then ah!

protected.

random night while chilling in bed prior to bed time:

him: *sniff sniff* babe why do you smell like cat food? *inches away*

-__-"

x

this is my second week of pilates with lily (and emkay, but she has never joined us so far wtf) and i am in a world of pain after it ends, both times.

my abs hurt when i sneeze/cough and my ass hurts anyway regardless of what i'm doing T___T

crawling into bed after shower, him reading:

B: ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow *slowly easing myself into bed*

him: *raises eyebrow* what the fuck's wrong with you? (always the sympathetic man -__-")

B: gluts are sore from pilates :(

he then proceeded to give me an ass massage which sounds really kinky BUT it involves a lot of kneading and rubbing of my buttcheeks and yelping, on my part.

x

we were practically attached at the hip this week so as to squeeze in as much time we can before he flies off to gold coast for the annual uni games :)

tuesday saw us going for a dinner date at ciao italia and coming back to watch telly with his housemates.

uni on wednesday til i had pilates with lily and he had handball training, then we met up with juberry for mexican dinner :)

we literally had a massive sleep in this morning til about 1pm, had dimsum lunch and we went back to my place for more cuddles and laughter til he had to leave to pack :\

x

in the car:

B: you better bring back the gold.

him: yeah i hope so. i'm sure everyone on the team hopes so too.

B: and their girlfriends and boyfriends, for spending so little time with them. you BETTER bring back the gold to make it worth it.

him: hahahahahaha.

-__-" SERIOUSLY.

he trains 4 times a week of which one session is at 6 IN THE FREAKING MORNING, one on sunday, one on wednesday and one on friday.

good luck bubs! XO

x

lita's :) i am obsessed.

pictorial evidence.

photos that recently seen the light of day cough lily cough.

besties shot at jus burgers, freo for jer's birthday :)
spot the celebratory glass of moet! ;)

them girls :)

the micro ppl that i absolutely adore :)

this is one of the rare units that we all know (almost) everyone and can hop from table to table just chatting with people, when the waiting times for incubation or whatever took stupid long.

that top i'm wearing is made of chiffon and is super sheer.

gareth: "jesus brenda, sheer top much? you're better off not wearing anything."

b: but you likeeeeeeeee yes? ;) ;) ;)

gareth: like? disgusted you mean.

hahahaha he is the epitome of GAY.

he touched my boob once and the boyfriend didn't even get angry.

coming from someone who would give someone the up sign if they look a glance too long at me, that is actually saying a lot.

girlies | check out our dorky smiles :D :D :D

doofies' birthday at the generous squire after our dinner at the atrium @ burswood :)

he is wearing the cufflinks and bracelet i got for him :D

at first i thought a bodycon dress is a shit choice of apparel to wear to a buffet (and i even brought a back up dress just in case!) but needless to say, i wasn't impressed with the quality OR quantity of food served there that the alternative dress wasn't necessary.

the variety was just downright depressing; the entire spread is barely 1/15 of that in jogoya or any other hotel buffets in KL and there is no exaggeration whatsoever.

doofie and i only went for 2 rounds of savoury and 1 round of dessert and by then i have already given up haha.

i had 2 oysters to get my money's worth wtf but they were sandy and chunks of coarse ice were found inside the shell; sashimi was bland and horribly tasteless.

really a damper.

got a couple of his friends and mine to come for some casual drinks after our dinner :)

t'was fun, i'm glad he enjoyed.

random phone photos:

really didn't wanna go to uni -__-"

i suggested drawing smiley faces on our noses out of boredom :D

it was so hard to laugh silently ok and we had to maintain because the library was full of elitists cramming for their really hard med exams or something.

we went for supper at uncle billys' looking like that, for realz. haha.

his clinique shit and mine. yeah.

pretty impressive.

shisha shenanigans!

the initial period of time when we first load the coal are the most painful because they're super powdery and we're all girls and i have never needed to do it myself!

in kl, either the boys or the mamak guys will do it properly :D

the owner saw us loading two huge coals and told us to break it into 4 so that it's easier to inhale.

MK and i were a little skeptical but when i took a hit, IT WAS LIKE MAGIC :D :D :D :D

we were super jakun la kept saying "OMG YA WEI IT'S SO MUCH BETTER!!!"

*retards*

ok need to crash i so tired can die but ending this with a super aww convo with him :)

he was at a wedding party, i was in a cab going bk from shisha:

B: any hot chicks ar? the bridesmaid hot or not?

him: not looking.

B: hah! why not!

him: don't have to and i don't want to. i've got you :)

my baby sweet like sugar! :D

xx

and we're on again?

while chilling on my bed, waiting for me to pack my shit to stayover:

"here, catch." *throws birthday gift at him*

"ooooh fancy. what is it?"

"your birthday present. u can only open it on the day ok."

"then u might as well keep it because i can't."

"...then u mai open now lor."

*pause, as if weighing pros and cons*

"you're not a very good influence on this whole present thing are you?" *narrows eyes*

i watched eagerly as he took out the box and even then he was already impressed -___-"
"babe look LOOK. there is a magnet on the box! how cool is that!" *clasps/unclasps for awhile*

-_____-"

followed by a: "WOW."

mission accomplished! :)

the fit was perfect, as if it was tailor made for him because it rests just nicely on the wristbone without being too tight or too loose.

emporio armani chequered ID bracelet.

headache of the year is over!

if u think shopping for a guy is hard, shopping for a guy who thinks almost everything fashionable is gay is a thousand times harder.

the constant battle between getting it or not went on for so long that it went on sale so i got it before they ran out :P

i love seeing it on him and catching him stealing glances at his wrist.

i'm glad you love it baby.

...now for another headache, where to bring him for dinner? T__T

x

jeffrey campbell lita in woven black.

this baby has risen to the top of the list as my number one favourite shoes! :)

standing at an impressive 5.5 inches, it's hard to imagine it being comfortable but i'm not exaggerating when i say among my other heels of which most of them don't threaten to kill my feet, this baby wins hands down.

can't wait to bring you out to play!

x

he got back from training at about 9am while i was still delirious from sleep in his bed and we cuddled for awhile.

"i wanna count your ribs."

"you stupid ah? got 12." *laughing already at such an obscure request*

"no let me count yours!" *starts to put in all sorts of body locks so that i can't object*

"HOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!" *fits of laughter from both of us*

"JUST. CALM. DOWN. OKAY. i just NEEEEEED to see where it starts and where it ends. NOW! let's start with the floating ribs!"

and he starts poking me and rubbing my ribs from the sternum all the way to my sides.

it ended with a lot of poking, squirming, laughing, tickling and struggling.

why am i dating a retard ar?

if it's still on your mind, it's worth taking the risk.

piercing #3 and #4, not counting previously closed holes which resulted from a moment of spontaneity, momentary fear & shuffling back and forth between should-i-go-for-it & i'll-sleep-on-it-again.

well, the former won. obviously.

see, if i wanna do something and it pops into mind like that *snaps*, chances are it won't ever get out unless i get it done.

i cannot be tempted with pain because the urge to feel it first hand is almost, always too overwhelming.

cases in point, this is piercing number 7 and 8, if counting the previous holes that i let close by itself for school reasons.

piercings #5 and #6 were at positioned at a slightly risky area of the ear where veins and nerve endings meet but i had to know how it felt like even though i had it pierced during a 2 week school holiday break, knowing fully it would never heal on time for school - so i took it out.

i felt a little heavy hearted but satisfied knowing that the pain is bearable.

before i got my second tattoo, i trawled on every online forum with the heading "the most painful spot to get a tattoo" out of curiousity and 98% decided unanimously it was the rib (the other 2% was a tie between the pelvic bone and feet, i think).

this is where the disclaimer comes in to say that both events happened at a very different timeframe and are mutually exclusive, until a couple of months later when i finally decided on my design.

i wanted it to be well hidden from sight and preferably directly on a bone so that if/when i gain weight, it wouldn't stretch out (true story).

more online forum trawling later, i decided to go with the rib despite objections from my tattoo artist - he told me a grown man chickened out from shading/coloring and only managed to forcibly sat through the tattoo outline due to the pain but of course, my tattoo is tiny & simplistic compared to his one.

i won't lie and say it didn't hurt because it did, especially during the first two minutes and i even forgot to breath on a couple of occasions that irwin actually had to go: "eh breath ah!"

it was definitely well worth it :)

then a couple of months back, i read somewhere that a shot fired from a shotgun will result in a recoil so strong that it feels like your arm is being jerked off.

i watched a couple of youtube videos and it got me really really curious that i got really excited when a bunch of friends (organized by JA, might i add. can u tell that i'm desperate wtf) planned to go to a shooting range soon :D

but alas, the plan did not happen but it definitely will.

x

that was all about my twisted mind and obsession with feeling superficial pain because i love the self satisfaction that comes after - just because i want something so bad, i can't get it out of my mind.

here's to hoping that what i have in mind for next time materializes just the same way; out of stubbornness, preservation and knowing that it's always worth it at the end.

"if it's still in your mind, it's worth taking the risk."

- paulo coelho

have a great week lovelies.

best dream ever.

"means you want me to marry you lah?"

:D :D :D :D :D :D

*dives into bed*

rain on me.

while walking to the biochem lab with chloe:

chloe: i asked paul if we could be partners in the lab and he said i'll do something about it IF you can get brenda to like biochem.

b: he seriously said that?????!!!!!!

chloe: YEAH! and i was like hmmm that's okay then because that is impossible.

b: hahahahahaha.

today in the lab tutorial after everyone left and i was asked to stay back to do a quiz -__-"

b: paul. i LOVE biochem :D :D :D :D *fake smile plastered on face* really! i do!

paul: ................................okay nice try. *clearly forgotten about his deal with chloe*

b: so you gonna let me partner chloe? :D :D :D :D :D *fake smile still plastered on face*

paul: OHHHHH. i seeeeeeeeeeeee....

b: *fake smile plastered on face*

paul: ...........................i'll do something about it.

b: REALLY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? *in obvious shock because i literally just SAID i love biochem without meaning it*

paul: yeah? but you have to promise me u two won't cause trouble.

b: OF COURSE!!!! but aren't the lablists fixed by now?

paul: meh. i'll do something about it.

quiz time:

b: paul, are you sure there are no trick questions in here?

paul: yeah. sure of it.

b: hmmm okay.

10 minutes later.

paul: how u going?

b: are you sure there are no trick questions!

paul: lemme see.

b: for question 1, i'm sure it's B because it says so in the lecture notes (it was an open book test) but for question tw-

paul: hang on, B is not right. read again.

b: IMPOSSIBLE!!!!! you see you see *shoves lecture notes in his face* it says most chromatography beads are made of sugars!

paul: mmm that's true. but D is the correct answer.

b: BUT IT SAYS B IS THE RIGHT ANSWER. ACCORDING TO THE LECTURE NOTES!!!

paul: that is true but that is not always the case!!! just put D you crazy clown.

B: TRICK QUESTION! imma put a star next to it so that u'll give me a mark for it.

questions 2 and 4 are equally vague and confusing -___-"

b: i'm putting a star next to questions 2 and 4 as well so i'm expecting at least 3 out of 4 right for this quiz mmkay?

paul: *laughs* your face is a star.

where to find lab coordinator like that i ask you.

he is probably regretting that promise he made with chloe and i because of course we gon' cause trouble what is he thinking -___-"

>:)

#cryptic

somewhat new boat shoes from topshop :)

i wore them immediately after i got them and to uni at that on a sunday because i wanted to wear them so badly that any location wouldn't matter.

the pain started to kick in on the day itself but i ignored it until i reached home and realized that there was cuts and blood even transferred from my feet to the back of the shoes.

i thought, new shoes need to soften up so that they're less stiff and if i just wear them a couple more times, they'd eventually stop hurting.

the next time i wore them, i stuck bandaids at the back of my feet so it'd hurt less and to protect the old cuts - it worked but i still flinched occasionally when the pain penetrated the thin fabric of the bandaid and rubbed against the raw wound.

next 5 times or so with the bandaid, the pain decreased slowly but surely and today, i wore them out with no pain at all.

x

i guess what i'm trying to say is that with you, there is just no more hurt or pain left to be felt.

xx

deux.

147 slides for fingerprint sciences.

*faints*

X

YOU.

are amazing! :)

doofie.

sayang him tons because

- ...he was tired but still, drove from south to north just to drop me home and had to drive back alone.

- ...he gets angry when guys take a glance too long at me (a friend apparently, was looking at my legs for quite awhile before der had to personally walk up to him and distract him).

B: u should be happy though! everyone can look but only u can touch ;)

der: still. i don't like them doing it when you're clearly with me.

- ...i like watching telly with him when he's lying on my chest.

- ...he does the dishes :D

M W A H baby.

drink a little more than u should tonight.

in the lab, in the midst of waiting for 15 minute mark incubation period:

gareth: *skips over to my table/jaw drops* OMG BRENDA WONG. the computer font looks messy next to your writing!

phoebe: brenda. seriously, you have a problem. NO ONE NORMAL, has handwriting like that!

x

in the car:

B: baby, i don't wanna call you baby anymore.

der: what why!

B: because x calls y sweetheart!!! and baby is so.....boring.
der: u call me whatever you want baby.

*pause*

der: actually i should call u doofus. because u call me doofie. like tigress, lioness...?

today again, in the car:

B: i dunno what to call u. call u oliver? (for the record, i only call him by his name in uni/in presence of other friends so as to not gross you all out but habit takes over sometimes).

der: don't be such a faggotface! *flails arms/body around, throwing a tantrum*

x

this morning while hugging me:

der: hi my tiny girl.

B: me? tiny?

der: look at this frame! *shakes my shoulders*

B: i feel disgusting :(

....period, u have your ways of making me feel worse than crap.

x

in the biochem lab:

B: what's an effluent?

paul: the effluent, is the stuff in the measuring cylinder *gestures*.

B: oh what, this shit in here?

*ppl around me laughs*

paul: EFFLUENT!

paul gives me extra attention in the lab because:

- i'm a paranoid bitch; i'm normally quite calm in labs and have a rough idea of what's going on but biochem always have its' way of doing my head in. simple steps are actually, not that simple.

- we are fb friends? hahaha.

- i am der's girlfriend -___________-"

while everyone was getting their materials from the middle table, paul said out loudly to me:

"BRENDA!"

*everyone around central table stops what they're doing and looks at me*

"....................................yes paul?" *squeaks*

"TELL KRISTY WHO YOUR BOYFRIEND IS!"

fucker.

x

bloated, tired and cranky :(

hot shower and an early night shall commence.

canine affection.

little bruce, en route to a grooming session!

doggie is obviously not very photogenic but he makes my heart turn into mush when i look at his cheeky face.

bruce is EXTREMELY naughty; he yanks rubbish out of the dustbin and drags it all over the house, as with underwear, socks and even a snowcap beanie thing to the front gate and sits there while gnawing on them.

when reprimanded though, he'll look up with EPIC puppy dog eyes and we'll all scoop him up for cuddles because seriously, how can anyone be mad at that face?

i miss seeing his tail wag and his jumps and leaps when he sees us coming home,

how he follows mummy wherever she goes and waits patiently outside the bathroom door when she takes a shower,

how he curls himself up on his little cushion to sleep at night (cushion used to be my bantal busuk btw nyehehe),

and how he jumps up to my bed and lick my face to wake me up whenever mum wants me up haha.

sigh i miss that cheeky little thing :*(

LOLOLOLOL.

creationism - the belief that a magical man up in the clouds created the universe 10000 years ago in 7 days and then just for fun decided to scatter a load of fossils all around.

hahahahaha.

credits to 9gag.com.

don't be trollin' ;)

supervillain.

check them pearly whites out!

my current fb dp and BB wallpaper.

matching asymmetrical hemmed dress.

we both didn't mind wearing the same dress but she changed later into smtg more comfy.

x

on the phone with der:

der: herrow. got home safe? *referring to bus-sing it myself since i had classes til 7.30pm*

B: nope. i'm held hostage by a kidnapper. he wants a ransom.

der: how much?

B: 50 million dollars.

der: what? 2 dollars u mean?

B: -___-" 50 million!

der: he lets u use your phone?

B: he's holding it to my ear!
der: riiiiiiiiiiight.

i have to mix it up a little because i'm always 'fine' or 'bored' when he asks me how am i, despite just seeing me like a couple of hours ago.

but he very layan also hoh.

*sayang*

i was chilling on his bed reading when he casually gave me paper bag :D :D :D :D

not just any paper bag but a dark blue and white paper bag with ribbons!

charm #4 :)

and a laughing angry bird!

(as in, u press the body then got sound wan!)

we have this mutual understanding that if we came back from a holiday, i would get him a pair of cufflinks and he would buy me a charm from TS.

but 2 pairs of cufflinks, a necklace and a charm bracelet later, we both admitted that we need to be more creative in giving gifts, especially me!

he has given me really good presents that mean something AND are useful at the same time so i really need to up my game (T^T)

but stress ah.

x

there's this guy in the lab whom i can't fucking stand any longer.

i have tried to put up with him over and over again for 3 semesters now because we have the same group of mutual friends so have to give face right but today.

GOD, TODAY. he brought hate to an entirely new level.

for conveniences' sake, he shall now be known as JA (which is hell appropriate because it's short for JACK ASS).

in the lab, we are all in groups of three and sharing equipment/machinery with other groups are fairly common, usually 2, sometimes 4 groups to 1 equipment.

today was one of the rare times that the whole class had to work around 1 degas/vacuum machine, which means that there would definitely be a bottleneck because the machine can only fit 5 or 6 flasks in one sitting.

say, if you took a little longer going through the procedures, you'd have to wait until the 5 flasks are out (15mins) and wait for other slowpokes so that it eventually reaches 5 or 6 flasks.

my shit was in it along with other 4 flasks, so the machine was switched on and was to be left UNDISTURBED for 15 minutes.

JA trotted to the machine and shook the equipment and i'm like wtf? what is he trying to do?

JA: how long more will it take?

B: another 10 mins or so, probs. not longer than that.

JA: *continuously shakes the thing because it wouldn't open*

B: ....maybe you should stop doing that otherwise airbubbles will form (sole purpose of the machine is to REMOVE ANY of them air bubbles).

JA: i just need to get mine in *shakes again and attempts to switch it off*

B: talk to melissa, don't do it yourself.

by then, he actually switched the vacuum off and tried opening the lid but it wouldn't budge because of the pressure difference.

so he had to wait and the demonstrator told him off :)

there are 5 groups' materials in there and he wanted to stop it just so he could get his in.

how selfish can he be?

by shaking the machine, air bubbles will form and right from the start of the lab, we were warned that it would jeopardize our results and we would have to start over if bubbles were present.

>:o(

scenario 2, one group to one flask:

his lab partner accidentally dropped his pipette tip into the flask (which is such a teeny weeny tiny problem and can be rectified in 5 seconds compared to the magnitude of the problem above) (dunno if it even qualifies as a problem actually wtf) and JA went:
"HAIYOH OMG!!! JUST GIVE ME JUST GIVE ME." in a very tantrum throwing, irritated demeanor and promptly went to snatch it off him.

who likes to work with lab partners like that?

so unbelievably rude and obnoxious.

scenario 3:

he fucked up (HAH!) and needed a new conical flask so he took ders' groups' one without telling them and leaving der to ask the demonstrator and having to answer questions like:

"you should have one!"

"are you sure it's not on the bench?"

"it can't be!"

overall, he's condescending, selfish, FUCKING RUDE and has really retarded social skills bordering non existent.

b: i am STILL annoyed at JA.

der: i know you've never liked him.

b: true but seeing him today, just his presence pisses me off.

congratulations JA, keep it up and you'll be pissing everyone off in due time.

honestly, you're not far from that.

x

wow that was lengthy and therapeutic :)

it's almost 2am and i definitely need sleep before tmr's lab so B, signing out.

-

2.35am.

my flight leaves tomorrow at 7pm but i'm leaving the house in the morning for some last minute shopping and lunch with the parental units.

the whole cycle of missing home starts again and it is as painful as the first time.

need to pack. brb.

fashion rant.

brenda | rachel | amy

spoon, mid valley.

my cousins are super gorgeous :)

i brought all 4 dresses that needed altering, or so i thought, to the tailor with mum today, as part of my long list of errands to run.

all of them are of knee length or they graze slightly above the knee, same shit nonetheless and i actually HATE dresses like that!

it's somewhat too decent for clubbing (wtf) and i think i look like a martyr -___-"

it looks awkward with heels because i feel like i'm 50 wtf.

i digressed.

anyway, THREE TIMES (cos i bought one design in 2 colors :D) i went to change and came out to mum and the tailor AND a couple of the customers because they overheard both of them, going:

dress 1: "it looks fine. what's the problem?"

*goes back grudgingly to dress room*

dress 2: "...not nice meh? nice what. no need to alter!"

*retreats again*

dress 3: "what you wanna alter!!! every piece looks good on you!"

*throw hands up in the air*

and there i was, totally exasperated, trying to explain my pet peeve about knee length dresses to two middle aged ladies.

obviously they didn't understand where i was coming from and just looked at me like -__-" and brushed me off T____T

after the whole thing, i think i'm overreacting lah and my dresses are quite nice, cos 2 customers asked me where i got them from :D

my narrow mind have set up a few fashion faux pas that i really can't stand but is generally, socially acceptable.

digressing again, an example of cardinal fashion sin is wearing leggings as pants. you should be shot.

among them:

- leggings with shorts; it makes the body look tooooo symmetrical/divided?

- shorts with heels/boots; ditto.

- clincher/belt over a teeshirt or singlet; loose long tops/tunics, i understand.

- dress + boots, esp knee length dresses with boots; looks touristy/eager beaver.

- highwaisted denim shorts; no reason really :\

- black and brown clothing together; depressing and an eyesore.

- silver and gold accessories together; too much sparkle.

- over-accessorizing; walking xmas tree.

- too many patterns; stripes and florals together err?

- pants (not jeans) that sit right in the middle between the knee and feet; what shoes do you wear that with?

i think they're all somewhat acceptable but i can't stand them X___x"

that's why i'm a boring dresser >______<

ok now that i got that off my chest, i feel better.

i think my knee length dresses look fine lah, i'll learn to like it -__-"

bedtime!

take you back for long kisses.

HARLOW! :D

i am currently:

- watching glee; the episode that featured charice.

- drinking iced milo that i tapau-ed from the mamak! :D

- hungry -__-" they say if you think you're hungry, drink smtg first (thus, the milo) because it could be thirst but now, now is definitely hunger.

- suffering from BB withdrawal symptoms because my subscription ended today since i got it a month ago T____________________________T so if i don't reply your whatsapp, bbm, tweets, don't be hatin'!

met up with them cousins today for a bonding session in mid valley for food, teatime and chatime wtf?

never a dull moment with the fools :) hahaha.

while exiting the gardens, to the carpark:

amy: O_________O" OHMYGOD. where is the car?

b: har? *looks at spot* HOMAIGAT.

after some shuffling around, we realised we were at the wrong bloody block so have to take the lift down and walk to the other side of the complex and take the lift up again -___-"

car was still there, if you're curious.

booked an appointment for a wax and bought a present for my darling boy :)

i've got so many damn errands to run that i need to jot it down in my mr bean note book AND blackberry so that i don't forget -__-"

tomorrow: post office, alter clothes, shop with mummy :)

today makes it 3 days to see dear boy! :) :)

he finally replied my message after 3 days or something but tis' okay, the anticipation makes it even more worth the wait. teehee.

back to long long longgggggggggg kisses and being cuddled & baby-ed by my sexy man; back to our little bliss bubble.

nah photos of me because u miss me.

spoon, midvalley.

don't bother. yogurt sucks, service also suck.

post shower, making the most of it when my hair is at its' best behaviour.

ok shower time!

dirty dancer.

mental restlessness and curiosity, check.

not well suited for marriage and avoids commitment like the plague, check.

skeptic, check.

non believers of self created structured belief, check.

keep private lives to themselves, check.

**sigh**

x

i was in the car today and dirty dancer by enrique iglesias feeaturing usher was playing and i immediately laughed out loud, much to mum's astonishment.

few months back, the same song was playing in the car and when der couldn't take it anymore, he burst out:

"OHMYGOD GET THE IDEA ALREADY!"

*confused* "hah? get what idea?"

"that she's a dirty dancer!!!!"

cos the chorus is 'she's a dirty dirty dancer dirty dirty dancer' x10000.

hahahaha.

#cheapthrill

x

7 more days to seeing my baby!

i should plan something special :)

can't wait to kiss him!

admiratio.

harlow!

this week has been somewhat eventful what with catching up with the cousins, shopping (online) and watching the final saga of harry potter series as well as supper with D :)

currently, i'm looking for a fine dining restaurant but i can't decide which but it will most probably be lafite, shangri la because of the dessert buffet! :)

...not that i have an excessive sweet tooth anyway wtf.

i also shopped way too much fml.

bought some stuff from la senza, topshop and a pair of jeffery campbell boots using ders' credit card :D *sayang*

can't wait til they all come to mama!

ok as usual, random photos from amy and my phone:

accessories from diva and thomas sabo.

orange cover; amy | rabbit cover; rachel | torch; B.

we're all BB users! :)

i'm a BB girl at heart because i *think* the iphone is more a gaming phone and the only time i play games on der/ju's phone is when i'm in the car or waiting for der to come to bed with me, otherwise i really don't play wan leh.

with a BB, i can bbm and whatsapp and reply emails on the go and to do all that, i need a qwerty keypad!

i have nothing against apple products though! i'd love to get my hands on an ipad :)

having said that, when imessage comes out ie equivalent to bbm, imma get my hands on that YO.

happy one year old tattwo! :)

i've loved you for a year and i'll love you forever.

so glad i decided on this font, my only regret is not emphasizing the 'c' a lot more than i should have and if i knew it'd turn out this gorgeous, i'd make it bigger :)

these photos were taken in gongcha @ the gardens, one of the big bubbletea chains that has just hit malaysia, the other (better) one being chatime.

we bonded over our supposed lunch of fusion pasta at 4pm and walked around before settling down at gong cha :)

later that night, amy and i got tickets to watch harry potter and the deathly hallows (part2).

i have said it many times and i'll say it again lah but HOW CAN PEOPLE NOT READ THE BOOK WHEN THEY WATCH THE MOVIE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

i think ppl wouldn't really understand the movie without reading the book because all 7 books are so interrelated and intricately weaved so that it all ties together in the end.

i've read each book like 4 times (at least) yet i still discover new things leh!

rowling is a frickin' legend.

if you haven't read the book OR watch any of the movies, i am .... speechless and kinda sad for you.

anyway, the movie was EPIC.

the movie, of course, deviated from the book (as always) but i thought it did judgement to the book :)

who'd have thought of all people, that neville longbottom turned out to be the hottest!

neville; in harry potter and the philosopher's stone ie HP1.

neville FUCKMEHE'SHOT longbottom in the deathly hallows *fans self*

other honorary mentions; severus snape (comes in close second), scabior (one of the snatchers), bill weasley.

sigh, it's all over now :'(

moving on!

colouring and doraemon comics :) love.

painfully time consuming effort of slicing them rambutans so that i don't bite off the skin of the seed.

porpor saw me doing it (again) today and exclaimed: "wow we used to do it for her last time and she's still used to it eating it like that!"

yalor :( last time got kakak and por and mummy to spoil me like that but now i gotta do it myself. haha.

i go the extra mile with fruits and cutting it to bite sized pieces because it's more enjoyable that way :)

i do the same with strawberries, apples, watermelon pretty much everything lah. i just don't like to fumble with seeds and skin and whatnot -__-"

time to sayang my doggie now!

he's so cute ok i was patting him while he manja at my feet and he rolled over so that i can rub his belly but he ter-roll under the sofa hahahahaha.

silly dog!

9 more days baby :)

miss your kisses!

#whenrealityhits

circa 2009; when smiles were aplenty.

i've distracted myself enough for a few months now, i need to get my shit together.

mmkay brenda wong?

xo

dancing on the edge of the hollywood sign.

food pichas, because i like to make ppl hungry, just like how watching masterchef makes me hungry.

i had to get a mcchicken and coke at friggin 3am at a drive thru -___-"

korean food somewhere in desa hartamas.

my stomach was burning after that meal, as with with many other meals X____x"

it hurts so good though!

grilled seafood platter in manhattan fish market @ pavilion.

i dunno how can someone prefer deep fried seafood over grilled because everything loses its' taste after being heavily battered.

my favorite steamboat place in ikano!

ate so much that i experienced severe discomfort ok, like cannot walk and heartburn etc but tis' okay! it's worth it :')

rm1 icecream from your friendly local icecream uncle on a motorcycle!

it's the best thing ever especially in the humid weather.

other shenanigans:

mr bean notebook and pink stationery from parkson pavilion!

i really wanted the weekly planner THAT COMES WITH STICKERS (!!!!) but it's huge -__-"

i'm a sucker for cute notebooks :D :D :D

highschool sejarah/history notebook.

i used to dread the class when i was in school cos i was in charge of collecting the homework and made sure everyone had done their notes otherwise the teacher would hold me liable T___T

i had to chase ppl down so that they'd hurry the fuck up and finish their work and we all know how everyone felt about doing history notes/homework!

T________T stress, but i was the apple of her eye la so it's sorta less daunting wtf.

i was trying to be stealth while taking this photo but i obviously failed.

the man in red is fucking sleazeball, you can probably tell by judging his body language and what he's wearing.

anyway my point is to show you crazy ppl who are willing to queue for sushi zanmai in 1u.

shades; dotti.

top; mng.

skirt; valleygirl.

sandals; forever21.

bag; burberry.

bracelet; thomas sabo.

corset top; forever new.

rings; diva.

i have mastered the art of swapping a side hair parting to center easily!

little bruce :)

this is a very quarter arsed entry but whatever lah!